Thursday, 12 January 2017

Conditions Apply

honestly , i don't want to lose people i love. infact never thought of loosing them but i choosed to leave them so that i don't have to go trough the pain of abandonment.
p.s- yes it is difficult to stay away from a person who was the only resason for your smile , the only reason for your happiness.
fact is - everything seems easy but conditions apply.

Friday, 14 August 2015

1 am Thoughts

1am Thoughts
mmh ! suddenly something woke me up last night. that was a nightmare. oh yes a nightmare that made me think about my life so badly. am i doing it right? i thought. and the answer i got was No you are not doing it right with your own self. you are not on a right track. you are so obsessed with your so called friends.but they have many choices. they have so many persons beside them. you are the only one who is alone. maybe you were the one who made yourself alone by not staying and not talking to anyone. i love spending time with myself. i love being alone. i am happy as i am. i can not stay with people around me. i easily get tired of people so easily. i can not tolerate people except my family and other people who i respect and love.
 BUT the fact is nobody cares. nobody says itself not even a single person care.
 AND then the one who once cared way too much does not care at all.

Monday, 10 August 2015

Silence that speaks more than the words

I don't speak that doesn't mean i don't have anything to say. It's just i don't want to talk to you about that anymore. I stay quite because i don't want to ruin the good relationship that we ever had in the past.
Though  i let go things so easily but letting go things doesn't mean you don't remember your story you went through. Defending yourself and giving explanations in front of the other brings you nothing it just bring the fact that you are at the fault.
#Peace :)